Addiction(囚)(prod.by Raspobeats) - WENBO.mp3

[00:00.000] 作词 : WENBO
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Raspobeats
[00:15.948]I don’t see where I‘m going
[00:20.201]or if I'm going anywhere at all
[00:24.449]I wanna say I feel abandoned
[00:28.451]as if my future is closing its doors
[00:32.448]but I know
[00:36.701]that I'm the only one holding the knob
[00:40.951]and I'm turning it
[00:45.199]locking myself up (I'm sorry)
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[00:49.698]I was running alright
[00:51.450]being the top of the class
[00:52.698]I was sure about life
[00:53.948]I thought and I write
[00:55.698]It was so easy and happy
[00:57.198]I rode on the tide
[00:58.200]But that was all past tense
[00:59.948]slowly but steadily I had all lost it (lost it)
[01:01.948]whether it was the people around me the TV or destiny
[01:04.697]now I’m confounded
[01:06.450]It would be fine you know
[01:07.448]I would be grateful to rest and check on the flowers on the side of the road
[01:10.698]but it’s not like that truth is I crawled
[01:12.698]saw another side of the world and I was appalled
[01:14.949]the fascination too cunning
[01:17.388]so furtive thus so stunning
[01:18.888]so I played with it
[01:19.639]hoping it will give me something new
[01:21.138]you know ease the uneasiness
[01:23.141]I would’ve taken that thought outta my heads
[01:24.890]outta my hands
[01:25.639]if I knew it was this addictive
[01:27.391]if I knew that it would get out of control
[01:29.139]make me a lier then turn me into a hypocrite
[01:31.390]But the fault has been done
[01:33.503]once the pleasure is gone I was pushed to the dump that I dug
[01:35.502]hush hush my two devils they are getting too loud
[01:37.752]was a push or was that a jump?
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[01:39.752]I don’t know where I’m going
[01:43.506]or if I'm going anywhere at all (going anywhere at all)
[01:47.753]I wanna say I feel abandoned
[01:52.003]as if my future is closing its doors (closing its door)
[01:55.503]**** I closed those doors
[01:56.251]
[01:56.251]摁了关机
[01:57.253]疲倦才来得急吃我嗡嗡热的脑筋
[02:00.252]像木乃伊
[02:01.503]僵硬的身躯充满汗腻的床单我早已无心顾及
[02:05.002]12点半 还是一点
[02:06.752]大家都以为我早已睡去
[02:09.003]天上那些看着我的神灵
[02:11.003]是不是也像我一样失望呐
[02:13.253]诶
[02:13.756]怎么回事
[02:14.254]泪水 如此滚烫
[02:15.252]他们越是赞美我我越是心慌
[02:17.502]你们看看清楚
[02:18.501]我是多么懒惰小肚鸡肠和肮脏
[02:21.002]我最肮脏
[02:22.003]I rock and I roll
[02:23.503]everything seems like so but I'm just rotting in my room
[02:26.002]I miss the old me
[02:27.256]I wish I could just call her and say
[02:30.002]But I guess she’ll never come to the phone right now
[02:32.503]cuz it’s not her fault
[02:33.503]而是它 它周而复始
[02:35.751]挠着我心 让我跪地求饶
[02:37.755]就最后一次 (one last time)
[02:40.502]然后我就会自己走出这囚牢
[02:42.753]lies
[02:43.254]下次还是一模一样
[02:44.502]我在一旁看着自己时而呆滞
[02:47.503]时而发神经一样在地板上哭闹
[02:50.502]然后苦笑
[02:51.503]失去的灵气
[02:52.506]positivity 能量和自信
[02:55.252]paralysis
[02:56.503]miraculously heal me
[02:58.003]妄想
[02:58.752]P E R I O D
[03:00.003]am I the sinner or the sin
[03:01.255]I should feel sorry
[03:03.527]but I'm just pitying myself
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[03:04.026]Don’t see where I‘m going
[03:08.029]Going anywhere at all
[03:12.026]Say I feel abandoned
[03:16.527]Future is closing its doors
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[03:19.027]Will it take over me?