[00:00.00] 作词 : Andy Ngo[00:01.00] 作曲 : Andy Ngo[00:16.93]My friends call me dumb so I start to believe it[00:19.58]Say it's a joke, but I know that they mean it[00:21.54]I know, they say I'm never there[00:23.69]That I should spend more time with them, that's a funny idea[00:26.60]'Cause my friends are at home[00:28.21]And lately, I've felt so depressed and alone[00:30.00]I'm back where I started like three years ago[00:32.11][00:34.12]And I constantly fail to show all my affection[00:36.79]And all of this shit builds up all of this tension[00:38.96]I wish I could give her the things she deserves[00:40.87]But keep f*cking up I'm not learning my lesson[00:42.88]I'm dumb, I'm no fun[00:45.01]I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up[00:47.88]I f*ck up anyways[00:49.68]It's almost as if I just throw it away[00:51.79][00:53.30]And my girl’s the best[00:54.37]She wakes up my phone with a good morning text[00:56.02]And makes sure to buy me my favorite gifts[00:57.93]And tells me goodnight after blowing a kiss[01:01.18]Yeah, I know[01:01.79]But she's three-thousand miles away[01:03.24]Telling me everything is okay[01:05.39]Always f*ck up so I'm taking the blame[01:07.61][01:08.57]A little bit smarter, a little more strong[01:12.24]A little bit better at accepting my flaws[01:16.58]A little bit faster when I answer your calls[01:20.80]A little more effort when I'm writing these songs[01:24.92][01:25.79]And I constantly fail to show all my affection[01:29.20]And all of this shit builds up all of this tension[01:31.37]I wish I could give her the things she deserves[01:33.78]But keep f*cking up I'm not learning my lesson[01:35.49]I'm dumb, I'm no fun[01:37.45]I have so many things in my life that are keeping me up[01:40.12]I f*ck up anyways[01:42.49]It's almost as if I just throw it away[01:44.30][01:44.81]A few months ago I was living so well[01:46.46]Peaking my mental and physical health[01:48.62]Now I'm here[01:49.72]In the back with a face full of tears[01:51.38]In need of help but there's nobody near[01:53.40]But it's fine[01:54.76]'Cause I'll take it one step at a time[01:56.72]It's okay if I cry[01:58.03]So I’ll keep it together[01:59.75]'Cause one day I know that this shit will get better